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serendipity8791 ([personal profile] serendipity8791) wrote2003-07-10 10:08 pm

Hah!

This is how you find the people who want to go into this field for the passion of the work at hand rather than for the money it promises...

Let me explain.

I am at work and I mention to Michele that I have decided to go back to school in Filmmaking. Mind you, she is, what, 20, but she has three friends in the field, and goes on to tell me, basically, that you have very little chances of getting anywhere if you don't know someone in the industry. As in, you need to be on the union in order to work on a shoot, but you need to have been to movie shoots in order to be on the union, and all that bull. Problem is, that is for big, huge ass American (or the like) productions. The ones that have production companies, like Paramount Pictures, or the like, backing them, or, in Canada, the government funding them.

Here's the hitch... I am NOT interested in said huge productions, right now. All I want, is to produce/direct movies, I don't care about budget, I don't care about means, I don't care who the players are. I just need to make movies. It is a need, just like breating, eating, sleeping, and so forth. It's like the way I write. I write because something BEGS to be written, not to please others, if it does, fine, but because I have an idea, and it NEEDS to take physical form, even if said form is only the written word on paper, or on a computer screen, for that matter. I want to start off making indie films, it's easier to start that way, and a lot of people actually start out that way. I want to start small, not start big, unlike most people who try to get into this business. This is what I WANT, I don't care if I make the same salary I am making now, as long as I shoot movies. I don't care if I have to do half of the behind-the-scenes work, as long as I make movies. That, my friends, is passion, and dedication. I WANT to start small, and I don't care about fucking Hollywood, because, well, I will probably never make it there, but if I do, it'll be because I am a kick arse filmmaker, not because I had the right connections and bowed down in worship in front of any big names. Being able to say that, and to believe it, only proves that I have what it takes, because, well, I will live for it, not for the money or glamour behind it, but for the gratification of being an artist and of getting the job done, and done with love.

[identity profile] danachan.livejournal.com 2003-07-10 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
See, it's thinks like this that just prove that you are a wonderful person. *hughughug*

And I am going to get back to sleep... had a moment, ya know? Love ya. *kisses*

[identity profile] serendipity8791.livejournal.com 2003-07-10 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh, it's thanks to my friends and to Billy Boyd that I am finally putting my foot down on what I really want to do with my life. I have much to be thankful for. *hug*hug*kiss*

[identity profile] danachan.livejournal.com 2003-07-11 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
Billeh is just a part of your life, heh. And as for your life - squee. You just seem to scream "I will succeed!", you know, without the actual screaming. It's just that love for what you want to do that will hopefully propel you far.

And omg it would just be so cool!!!

*cuddle, snog, nuzzle*

[identity profile] serendipity8791.livejournal.com 2003-07-11 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
Billeh is far from being a part of my life, LOL. Well, technically, anyone who influences the course of your life could be considered a part of it, even if you never meet them. Anyways, I just wanted to say that I have been told that the people who succeed and make huge money usually did not expect or hope to get this far. They just did what they loved and that love of what they did showed up in their work. Just look at JK Rowling or even at Billy himself!

I love you! *cuddle*kiss*

[identity profile] danachan.livejournal.com 2003-07-12 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
See, see, so technically he is! And your success will come. Mark my words. (Is a queen amongst optimists.)

I love you too!! *kiss*